Combining happiness warmly
05:35,31 grudzień 2009
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Combining happiness warmly Turn on the mobile phone at noon, the mobile phone is " pouted " Reveal that there is one that has not read messages, open at will, have never expected that a few words in this way are seen: The father had already gone home two days ago, but the heart is always unable to get from Suzhou back. That hover in mind is still your shade. The father knows you have worked hard, the hardships in life, spiritual loneliness, the father can only ache in the heart, a glad one is your change of one year to deserve the father, you are much riper: The appearance dresses up the fashion gracefully, appear the makings of the white collar of some cities; Talk easy-mannered and proper, it is father that hope daughter image that see! You no matter where work in the future, may rest assured finally by father. I can speak anything, except " move " in the face of these words I am unable to find out the second word suitable again to describe the mood at this moment, see once whom tear live spin in eye socket, but I strong to bear, control in lose lose, all the time, I do not want it to fall down, I do not want to let parents worry again, Yes, strong, I need to be a bit stronger.
Regret, no, you don't ache for me again, parents, does not really use, though the life outside is a bit more bitter, go through how see rainbow trials and hardship, go through how can grow up tough and tensily tribulation, Tang Monk Western Paradise learn from else's experience, need, go through 998 11 difficult to could be made and very passed too, it can be nothing that this point is bitter, talk about and bear hardships, I am very ashamed, where am I to take the too real one bitter, even bitter gourd has been only eaten once seriously, that is still under the situation that that bitter gourd is really not bitter. Ashamed, ashamed! There are a lot of to in fact need my bearing hardships in places to make a painstaking effort, what I did is far from enough, shell epidermis to drive me will find inside any other things does not have, nothing leave. Depressed, grieved! Thing that should have, content, where it will be content you? I can not find, can not find! Why I can not find, that because has lacked a thing --Determined. This thing is very important to know resolution, there is resolution that will have motive force adhered to. Determined, I must find you, will not let you run away from my hand.
Spiritual loneliness? It was once really a little for some time, really a bit unhappy, but had already adjusted the good psychology now, do not feel it is lonely what there is, come home from work and cook once in a while on and off duty every day, lesure goes out to go shopping, watch TV, read the book, write something, day goes over in this unconsciously, pretty good too.
Ripe? The word some I a bit not sure, because it too serious, so serious that make some me fear, touch. It is ripe what is meant by, what is the standard judged? Is it the real maturity what stage is reached on earth? Have looked through the dictionary, explain so above: Ripe, liken the things and reach a stage when totally grows up, reach and is close to the complete intensity. Do I ask oneself I have reached this kind of stage? Answer undoubtedly, No! So I do not still have it qualifiedly. Although I of today am that the progress was then a bit than at yesterday, this was " growing up " But not " Ripe " ,Just as it is too ripe and too serious to say in front of me, you flatter me profaned at will. And what I can only make is to make great efforts to draw close towards this word, until it.
Possession on though it is can't yet proud the ripe,I can proud tell by whole world: I am very happy, very happy too, even if I do not have nothing, do not have magnificent appearance, without outstanding talent, but I have the most warm and happiest love in the world.